FullMetalKagome

           Hello dear readers or whoever the hell finds themselves coming across the inner workings of my mind,       It's Christmas Eve. That time of year again. A happy time. A magical time.        It's been a helleva year as you all could see from a journal entry written in May.       Although, I have been truly blessed and very fortunate to be one of the few people just getting out of college and for over a year be working in TV/Film. Not to mention an incredibly amazing family, namely my parents, despite everything they have been there for me.      Regrettably, I don't think everyone's that lucky. I wish they were though.      But sin...

Hello my fair readers,       It has been indeed a long time since I've last written. Well, I feel as though I really need the release at this point.     For those just tuning in or I had failed to mention, I was in a two year long relationship...Heh, there's that funny little word, 'was'.     The man and I that were together had been engaged for most of the relationship. However, in January, he kicked me out of the house. "Why?" You might ask my dear readers, well,  he was angry because I had just graduated and hadn't gotten a job yet. I work in film industry and I had a meeting several weeks after I graduated about getting a potential job...

Dear Readers,            I'm not writing this to make my self seem 'holier than thou' or to make anyone feel bad. Honestly, at this point I just need to write. The last several months have been a living hell. A real living hell. Maybe all of this is psychological but it still really starts effecting a person after a while.            Mind you guys, I have had a support system and what not but, it doesn't change the fact that in ultimately all the decisions and choices have been mine.        Maybe I should start where you guys really understand what's going on.       In January, the man I'm supposed to marry tried to do something stupid. Ob...